no one is telling me the speed i should be traveling so watch me take the lead

i'm becoming a hermit

i'm going to be a spinster

a dog lady [because i don't like cats]

also

one of the favorite things i've ever written about someone is this:

"so i will chauffeur and do no more

i will take chances and you will take credit"

i'm sort of feeling like the second line a lot lately

i'm in this awkward process of finding out who i am [which probably should have happened a LONG time ago,seeing as how i turn 23 in 93 days[as moe pointed out today]]

but here i am,all awkward and still finding myself,learning new things about me,and here are these people...trying to be me

yes,yes.

imitation is the sincerest form of flattery.

but i don't want flattery.

quit.

all of you.

tee hee

oh crap.

i don't think this is food poisoning i'm feeling.

could it be...butterflies?

no.

stop.

quit.

aw balls.

hey,america

i'm glad you're in good hands

i truly feel awful that you weren't treated very well these past eight years

but i believe that things will get better very soon

woot.

maybe next time-

-i'll remember not to tell you something stupid like,'i'll never leave your side'

pastor talked today about loving one another.loving our neighbors.

because what good is it to say,'i love God' when you can't stand the people you interact with?

the first and greatest commandment is to love the lord your God with all your heart and all your soul and all your mind.the second is like it:love your neighbor as yourself.

I DON'T DO THIS

this needs to change

like,woah

like,now

i saw this one coming,there's no use in running

i wish i had more adventures

i mean

i wish i had more to write about

because,honestly

'i went to work today'

or

'they quit making my sandwich at subway'

...not very interesting.

i'll be with you in your dreams

so this would be dream number...three? about him.

the first one,he asked me over to his house,and was incredibly upset when i told him i had to leave

the second one,he made a cameo...he was at my house,i introduced him to my parents

this one...we were dating,i watched him play with my nephews,we cuddled on the couch

this

needs

to

stop

like

now

srsly,it's getting old.

let the leaves fall off in the summer,let december glow in flames

i watched prince caspian today [for the fifteenth BILLION time]

and once again,i am just amazed

i love how there are some parts in the narnia series where you really have to look for the religious [for lack of a better word] metaphores,and there are some parts where it's so obvious what lewis was talking about.like in [i think] voyage of the dawn treader,when the lamb turns into aslan.

also,the fauns and the centaurs are bad-a.

if i were to be a mythical creature,i'd want to be a faun.