i have the emotional range of a teaspoon,ron weasley and i are meant to be

a lot of things can be "scary"

bugs,thugs,dark or a dog's bark

some people are scared of death

some people are afraid of a test

me?i'm scared of LOVE

nail-biting,tear-dropping,knee-knocking

terrified of love

could someone love me?

flawed,imperfect me?

how can i tell if it's real

how do i know what he feels

i don't

i guess love is just one of those things

close your eyes,hold your breath...

trust your feelings

on august 14 (not positive of the year),at 4pm,i wrote:

i hate when men swagger.

i lol.

ALSO I FOUND THE CHILDREN'S BOOK I WROTE MY SENIOR YEAR.

man,i was rad.

i wish i could be forced to write every day like i was in my creative writing class.

i need challenges.

i thrive on challenges.

it would seem that i have lost something very important to me

something that was second nature to me

something that i thought i'd never lose

i am no longer filled with a desire to write anymore

it used to be that writing was like drinking water

i couldn't go a day without doing it

but i have lost that desire,that need

and i don't know what to do now.

there was something about the beatles...something spectacular.not just musically,though...i really dug their style.i watched a hard day's night the other day,and it got me thinking.

WHY DON'T BOYS DRESS LIKE THIS ANYMORE?

i mean,here are some clean-cut,classy dudes.and let's be honest...white button downs and black ties NEVER go out of style.

i don't understand why it's considered "hot" to wear clothes two sizes too big these days.it just doesn't compute with me.

do girls really,honestly find that attractive?

like,"hey,i dig the way your pants are falling down around your knees,LET'S MAKE BABIES"

style for ladies (haha,ladies) was much better then,also...clevage was under control,skirts weren't too short...classy.

(on a side note,i wonder who the first woman was to hike her skirt up above her knees...and what sort of commotion that caused)

mayhaps i'm old fashioned,but this is what gets me.

zz top was right...

every girl is crazy 'bout a sharp dressed man