i am a train wreck,you're the conductor

i hope that you love her,i hope that you fucked her

i wrote this ages ago,and i don't know if i should be excited that i'm finally in a situation where this is relevant,or if i should be utterly depressed that it's actually been proven that i am not good enough.

EVEN THOUGH YOU TOLD ME OTHERWISE.

the truth is that this is a good thing.

it's weird,when you kissed me for the first time,i remember thinking "i'm gonna have to break up with him someday."

i knew that we weren't going to last.

i just didn't know that we weren't going to happen.

i just didn't know that you'd decide to do with someone else what you said you couldn't with me.

and i definitely didn't know that it would happen so fast.

oh well,mayhaps you'll finally get laid.

you certainly weren't going to get it from me.