i'm a little scared.

i let you back into my life,despite the alarm going off in my head.

and now i'm sitting here,over analyzing EVERYTHING....again.

that song you sent me?

why that song?

why not ANY of the other songs by that band?

i'm feeling like you might actually regret walking away.

ha,right.

stupid girl.

you made it very clear.

we will never be together.

and guess what?

i'm gonna be okay with that.

honestly,if i'm being honest.

you're not good for me.

no matter how much i wanted you to be.

you just aren't.

someday i will find someone who is spectacular

and wonderful

and doesn't run because he's a scared little boy.

because that's what you are.

a scared little boy.

i will find someone much more mature.

someone who values me for me.

someone who doesn't want what i'm not willing to part with.

someone who's worth my time and who doesn't drunk text me.

someone who's not you.